Friday, August 16, 2013

Old Writings..... volume 3.

A Child’s Gaze
Pools of liquid mahogany beckon,
Drawing me in to their depths.
A thousand reflections dance before me.
I sway with the kaleidoscope.

Fire drips from the sky;
My sweat offers a standing ovation
Heat from sun and smoke from flame
Are the life of your existence.

I dare not touch the water.
Yellow, brown, green, it holds its treasure-box
Beneath a mass of death sentences.
This is the river that nourishes you.

The girl behind me reflects in your dark depths—
Your childhood best-friend.
Once delighted to go swimming each day,
She now sells her body to a tourist.

Shouts from across the rutted street
Cause tremors of ripples to race across your surface.
Why do the sounds still shock you so?
The drug dealers are at it again.

I smell Mama’s cooking;
You seem to sense it too as the ripples dissipate.
Rice-mush and bean-paste
Are the feast of a king.

Your clouds of yellow shroud
Memories blocked from the world:
Violence, abuse, starvation.
I can sense their haunting presence.

I shrink back at a loss for words.
The kaleidoscope vanishes; I blink.
I step away from your enrapturing gaze,

With a fear that you are studying me as well.

Old Writings.... volume 2.

Some of them are kind of haunting but super intriguing still!

13 Uses for a Bandana
#1.  The neighborhood sleeps this Saturday afternoon;
A splash of color reaches my eye.
I notice the bandana on the kitchen table,
 Beckoning me.
#2. It is the most exotic color I have ever seen.
I reach for the bandana
While the nerves in my hand play popcorn.
#3. I store treasures in the bandana,
Treasures past and treasures future.
The bandana watches over them.
#4. Dinner on a cool summer evening,
And the bandana is there,
Put to good use as a tablecloth.
Four young couples eat over it.
#5. I pick up the bandana.
I tie it around my neck and yank.
#6. I am dissatisfied with one bandana,
Overwhelmed by two.
And yet I search for a third.
#7. A party.
Guests arrive, in dinner dresses and suits.
They play games.
Blind Man’s Bluff is the bandana’s favorite.
#8. I tighten the bandana over my nose and lips.
I am an outlaw.
No one knows me,
Nor do I know anyone.
#9. The siren blares through a suffocating blizzard.
White flakes frolic outside, watching.
The bandana is my companion,
Covering the noble face of a dead man.
#10. A child is sent off to school,
Backpack indenting shoulders, bandana in hand.
He returns with the bandana tied around a bleeding arm.
Red accents the bandana’s design.
#11. Another child shrieks in the depths of a basement.
His back stings.
The bandana strikes again.
#12. I notice the bandana on the kitchen table,
Beckoning me.
I walk away.
#13. A busy street—people are bustling around in a swarm.
I see thousands of people.
I see thousands of bandanas.
Description: This poem is kind of an analogy of knowledge and how it affects a person. (It is also true of power). Each stanza has a different meaning:
1. First seeing the beauty of knowledge.
2. Desiring knowledge.
3. Knowledge is valuable.
4. Knowledge can be useful for practical reasons. Many people are unaware of its power.
5. Knowledge can kill a person.
6. We are overwhelmed by the things that we know, yet can never seem to know enough. We desire more and more although we already complain that we are overwhelmed by what we know.
7. Knowledge can be used to lead others, for better or worse. People mess around with it sometimes. (This is also an analogy of the professional world, and manipulating others.)
8. Knowledge can be used for evil and can hinder a person from enjoying life.
9. People can leave behind a legacy of knowledge.
10. Knowledge can be helpful, and lessen pain. When we know why something is happening, often it is easier to cope or adjust.
11. Knowledge can also be harmful, and can be used against people.
12. What would happen if we did not pursue knowledge? If we did not hunger for its power?

13. Everyone holds knowledge within. It engulfs society. Everyone is marked with a different story, different minds, different thoughts.

Old Writings.....

I just found this poem I wrote in University. Pretty intriguing if I do say so myself!

Tell me what is,
Which can be in prison,
Yet run wild
While its enemies pursue?

Tell me what is,
Which is older than oldest,
Yet to many
Seems quite young and new?

Tell me what is,
Which knows no home or country
Yet anywhere
Will lay its head?

Tell me what is,
Which never feels hunger
Or thirst, yet
Knows much about bread?

Tell me what is,
Which cannot speak or gesture
Yet speaks to
Your heart and to mine?

I’ll tell you what is,
Since you seem not to see,
That the Bible

Is what I just defined.

Monday, August 12, 2013

How to Gain Wisdom--Some Wise Steps

In Proverbs 2 we find this timeless advice:

indeed, if you call out for insight
    and cry aloud for understanding,
and if you look for it as for silver
    and search for it as for hidden treasure,
then you will understand the fear of the Lord
    and find the knowledge of God.
For the Lord gives wisdom;
    from his mouth come knowledge and understanding.
He holds success in store for the upright,
    he is a shield to those whose walk is blameless,
for he guards the course of the just
    and protects the way of his faithful ones.

Lately in my quest to know God more and the vastness of His character, I have discovered the value of relationship. A wise person told me recently that truth is revealed through relationship. Pretty much everything we discover about ourselves, or the universe we dwell in, or the God who conducts it all like a mass orchestra, we learn through relationships of some sort. Left on our own, we only see a broken, blurred half-sort-of reflection of what life really is. We need each other. We were formed out of the dust for the very purpose of relationship. I'm learning some keys to healthy and flourishing relationships that will help us also discover truth and understand God more. These things work with the Lord too as we seek fellowship with Him. It is a lifestyle of the Proverb--crying out for insight.

1. Listen well. I believe that most strife, conflict, and misunderstanding vanishes when we take the time to listen. Everyone has a story. Everyone has a past, present, and future. In a society that's all about talking and opinions, the counter-culturally radical thing to do is listen. Your heart and mind will be opened and I guarantee you will learn something.

Have you stopped, erased agenda, and simply listened to the Holy Spirit lately?

2. Ask good questions. I started praying that I would ask good questions. Did you know with one simple question you can squeeze minutes of solid-gold wisdom out of a wise person? It's true! The truth is right there waiting to be discovered. Stuck with what to ask? Ask someone you admire how they got where they are; ask them how they stay there; ask them something as simple as, "What is the biggest word of advice you could give to me off the top of your head?" Get to KNOW them. Then apply step one and LISTEN--soak in what they're saying. You know, you'll be asked for wisdom some day too!

What questions are you burning to ask God about Himself?

3. Encourage and honor people. This isn't flattery. It's truth. It starts with simple compliments; then it searches deeper, into the beautiful depths of a person. What do you appreciate about the people around you? And those you admire, why do you admire them? Make sure you admire them for a worthy cause. For example: I can name right now each person that has inspired each of these bits of advice I'm writing in this blog, and why I have modeled pieces of my life after them! As we honor others, we are pointing out God's reflection in them, and then choosing to imitate our Creator also through following their example.

Do you actually admire Jesus? Does your life show it?

4. Pray for opportunity, then take it! God opens up crazy doors. I have heard people who have met leaders in very high places, because God gave them the opportunity. Faith trumps qualifications. If you feel you need a circumstance to change in order for you to grow in wisdom, then ask the Lord. And don't be afraid to step out and try new things. Receive the favor of the Lord, but wait for His timing also.

Are you seizing every opportunity to spend time with God and allow Him to speak into your life?

5. Find confidence in God alone. As you follow this quest to attain wisdom, as you seek out those who have already walked the path you're trudging down, as you pray for opportunities to grow through experience, place your confidence in God. Don't allow fear of man into your heart. You don't have time for it. Embrace your identity in Christ. Allow yourself to broaden your horizon, but stay focused on the Goal.

How do you find confidence in the Lord? By doing the first one--listen to what He's saying about you!